My life story

This is a true story about me . I used to live in a small place full of strict rules and require alot of sacrifices to achieve any thing you want . I did not like my childhood ,it was full of denial of things i like beside some argument on the go with my parents . When i reached my teenage stage,all i thought about it was in one word inside my heart ''FREEDOM'' . I started to break up the rules and barriers that my parents set up for mr for reasons that i do not know . Sometimes, i think my parents enjoyed giving me hard time in any thing that i want . Back to the point i started my teenage stage with doing all of the opposites that my parents did not allow me to reach such as playing in a heavy metal band . I was in a country that considered heavy metal music as a cult and  not existed unless you are a true satanist . Every concert with my band was a joy for me . I felt victory and freedom are still exist on this universe . My parents never knew that i was a member in a heavy metal band for 6 years . I knew and learnt how to hide every thing from my family . Inside my mind was always a hidden place for escape . I always hoped to have an open relationship with my parents full of honesty . Their reaction to prevention was more than allowance which ruined our trust . I started to smoke cigarettes and i hated drugs because i did not want to be dying from addiction . My family never knew i was a smoker for 15 years . I had my first boyfriend and we loved each other so much but it did not work out because of my new work location which required me to relocate and he travelled overseas to continue his education . My family never knew i have a boyfriend for 7 years . My family never find out any of my hidden secrets because i learnt to escape emotionally from them . I decided to leave my parents house but my parents refused and insisted that i should get marry first according to the family traditions . Of course i escaped again and set up a plan in my deeper escape passage inside my mind . I left the country and i applied for a scholarship . Nowadays , i am proud of myself for one thing . Regarding all the hard time i faced i was able to remain strong.I was not proud of my relationship with my parents . There was always a huge deep gap between us . All i see is criticism and making my life miserable . But now i feel relieved knowing that i am independant and strong . I send this message to each parent .If you want to see your kids when you get older then you need to get closer to your kids by your heart and mind . Danger is every where but trust can defeat it . Trust your kid and give them a chance to explore the world under your supervision better that blocking them away from the real life experience .